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GOMENGOMENGOMEN!!! [20 Nov 2007|07:37pm]
 So sorry I've been gone, but I've been very busy and frustrated lately! One of my friends was going out with another person from our group (They're still dating) and they didn't have enough courtesy to tell anybody! Another friend of mine and I were getting frustrated because our friend was spending very little time with us, and we've known for her a very long time. 

I understand that they do not want people talking, but you should tell people you care about, right?

On the other hand, Molly dearest, I'm coming to talk to you!
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Oh no! [29 Oct 2007|06:29pm]
[ mood | confused ]

 In the infamous words of Charlie Brown: "AUGH!" 

My life is over! This crazy guy in my health class decided that I needed to tell this guy (we'll just call him Joe, because that is his name) that I like him. That which I do. He's adorable. So Kevin (the crazy guy) calls Joe over while my back is turned and tells Joe that I like him. Which makes me turn red as a tomato. I am not happy. But, apparently, Joe likes my breasts, which is a reeeeeeeal comfort. If Aeron gets a hold on him, I think he's going to die. Which is a pity, coz he's pretty cute. And funny. 

So my friend Emily freaks out about this and sends me over to talk to him, so I asked him if he wanted to hang out sometime. He said maybe. Then I give them a few people the scoop, and Emily and Kevin force me over to Joe again (and the guy is getting seriously wierded out) and I ask him if he wants to go to the movies and he asks when, so I say, maybe next Saturday, which sends Kevin into a rage and he shouts at Joe "YOU'RE GOING ON A DATE WITH HER THURSDAY AND MATT AND I ARE COMIN' TO MAKE SURE YOU DON'T PULL ANY MOVES ON THIS YOUNG LADY!!" By now, I just want to sick into the ground and hide. Joe's obviously been freaked out and Matt, Matt Kahgee (Isn't that the sweetest last name?) is this senior who's sort of my friend, is like, WTF?!

It has been a most productive day.

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[02 Oct 2007|04:41pm]
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There is my sweet daemon, Photion. Isn't he just the cutest thing you've ever seen? I changed my name on it, just so yall know.
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OYOYOYOYOY! [24 Sep 2007|09:50pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I AM SO TIRED! THAT CRAZY OLD MAN WHO CALLS HIMSELF A TEACHER JUST MADE US MARCH NON-STOP FOR THREE HOURS !!!!!! I am exhausted. And embarrassed. I'm still crushing a bit on Matt, and I'm getting a bit jealous of his girlfriend (curse her for being so nice and wonderful and funny. She really is a nice girl though. I like her) and ohohohohooooh, I want to just KISS him so bad, because we are perfect for each other. And we really are. I was laughing so hard because of him tonight. But I think I scared him because I said I'd rather sleep with him in his "hammock" (don't ask) than with his dog in its cage.

But on the other hand, I am super excited for homecoming!!! *SQUEENESS* My dress is so pretty! I love it! And with all of my brothers, I'll have someone to dance with.

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Homecoming Coming Up!! [22 Sep 2007|07:30pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Oh em gee! I am so excited for homecoming! I spent almost half of today shoping for just the right dress and I found it! I am so excited! It is so cute and wonderful!! I love it! I shall be the homecoming hottie. 

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I May Just Be Crazy... [13 Sep 2007|05:15pm]
[ mood | bored ]

 Okay, so there's this guy who sits next to me in US History, and his name is Mike Patullo. He's a year older than me, and hates Hugh (How can he!? Hugh is my favorite brother!). That helps me a lot. He's figured out that I'm a fast reader and I get my work done fast, so he always asks for help, even though he's just being lazy.

And he is really cute.

He's tall, has rather short brown hair, and a long, somewhat upturned nose (think Ron Weasley). His eyes are this really pretty shade of light brown that look tawny in the right lighting. Altogether, he's not handsome in the classical sense, but he's undeniably attractive.

And a bit annoying. He's pretty stupid if you ask me. Yesterday, he said that my face was turning purple....which is wierd, but if you sit near the guy I do in Health class (which he also has with me, along with Joe Gravedoni! Mmm, he's delicious too) you would understand. 

First time he saw me, he said, "Oh, you're that Hugh's sister, right?" Well, yes, we happen to share the same parents. "I really don't like Hugh, but Aeron is cool. I don't know Gryffyn or Gareth at all, but Aeron is definitely the coolest of all your brothers." WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING TALKING ABOUT?! DO YOU KNOW WHAT AERON DOES TO PEOPLE!!? HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE HUGH!?! HE'S WONDERFUL!!! "Hugh's just too perfect...and he wears wierd clothes." Hugh left the house today looking totally cool: white piratey-looking dress shirt with lacy cuffs, black dress pants, and a black vest with gold buttons (yes, he really did wear that, and my big brother really did look cool. Only he can pull it off) and a pair of black boots. Oh yes, and his diamond earrings. "He looks like he's come from the 1900's or something." The Golden Age of Piracy was 1700 to 1860, thank you very much.

And yet Mike Patullo is so very attractive. 

I am crazy.

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[06 Sep 2007|06:24pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well, second day of high school went better. Zach Brown is in my lunch period. Hasn't said a word to me yet. Shall chastise him about it at work. Hmmm, not much else to report.  

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Eeep! [05 Sep 2007|08:45pm]
[ mood | determined ]

First day of high school. You'd think it'd be no big deal to a person like me, but I am seriously scared out of my wits by it. None of my brothers are in my class, nor any of my upper-classmen friends, and very few of my own freshmen friends. I expect I'll get used to it, but it's seriously such a culture shock. I AM DETERMINED TO HAVE A GOOD TIME!

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It's Getting Closer! [04 Sep 2007|03:21pm]
[ mood | confused ]

If school gets any closer, I'm going to have to bite it. In my local paper, it'll say "Azalea Taliesin, 14, of __________, biting the school 'because it was invading my personal space.'"

We had what Aeron calls "whelp spotting" today, otherwise known as "freshman orientation". My section leader was there, and I annoyed him a little bit. I wonder if he'll make the connection between the girl who asked how to get to Honors' English and the sarcastic girl who stands behind him in "Officer Krupke"? I'll be so proud if he does. Of course, he should kow Aeron and Hugh, and he definitely knows Gryffyn. And if he hasn't at least HEARD of Gareth, then he's a real loser. 

Gareth is so wonderful that he annoys me. Hugh has his faults and Aeron is ALL faults. Gryffyn is so quiet that it doesn't matter. I'm not going to describe them.

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[20 Aug 2007|03:42pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

All right, today at work I saw this girl that I go to schoo l with and was apalled. She stood there, staring at the floor, would not talk to Ashley to give her order (It had to go through her parents to be written down!) and was the fussiest customer I've ever had to deal with. Oh yes, shy and beautiful, that's Ana! More like stuck up princess. Not going to stoop to us common working folk, huh? That grinds my bones.

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Bunnies, Bouncing in Me Head [16 Aug 2007|03:05pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Alright! New layout! Isn't it awesomeified?

As of right now, I have a plot bunny bouncing around in my head, Marauder era, slightly based on Wicked. I started one using the songs, but it didn't work out so well, so yeah...but this one makes more sense. I shall post on fanfiction.mugglenet.com if you'd like to read it. I plan on calling Peter "the little Butterball turkey" as he somewhat makes me think of them. And he was really short; like Aeron's friend. My friend Yolanda and I were up high in a tree one day and Aeron and Leo (the short guy) were walking on the ground, and she happened to look down, seeing Aeron and Leo.  She shouted out, "Why is there a Butterball turkey walking with Aeron?!" I was like *faceplam* "Yolanda, that's Leo."

Yup, I think that covers Leo.

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Oy... [13 Aug 2007|04:00pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Another day at work...boring! SO glad I'm home now, I'm so tired. Was bullied around by Kerrie, sick and tired of Katie, but Spencer was being really sweet. He's almost as cute as Zach, but not quite. Oy....

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Sigh [10 Aug 2007|07:45pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I'm so tired right now. Nothing more to say but that I am in a rather thoughtful mood right now. My brothers are being quite quiet though, which means something is going to happen.

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Funny Thing, Really [06 Aug 2007|07:36pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

FUCKING SHIT! Oh no, I just swore quite badly. 

Profanity is a huge issue, according to many. Ever heard of something called "The First Amendment"? And I quote: "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances." This says that we have the right to say whatever we please, and damn straight, I'm going to say it!

They are only words. They describe something. And apparently we cannot say them. 

Fuck: 1.  vti a highly offensive term meaning to have sexual intercourse with somebody 
2.  vt a highly offensive term used like a command, often followed by another word, to express anger, contempt, or rejection 
3.  vt a highly offensive term meaning to ruin, botch, or destroy something 
4.  vt a highly offensive term meaning to treat somebody unjustly or harshly 

Please note how the first (And therefore most accepted) definition of this refers to sexual intercourse. Fuck is a forbidden word. Does this mean that having sexual intercourse is forbidden? Far from it. But it isn't considers polite to talk about sexual intercourse in public, now is it? This I do not understand. Sex, as I understand it, is a perfectly natural thing and part of life. The way my favorite aunt talks about it, it's even pleasurable and beautiful. Why are we so ashamed of it?

Ass: 1.  an offensive term for the buttocks or anus 
2.  a highly offensive term for sexual intercourse (taboo)

What is so Goddamn offensive about your butt?! Is it because processed food comes out of it? And again, with the sexual intercourse?! Is sex really that embarrassing and terrible? 

Shit: 1.  a highly offensive term for human or animal excrement (taboo) 
2.  a highly offensive term for an act of defecating (taboo) 
3.  a highly offensive term for somebody regarded as unpleasant or malicious (taboo insult) 
4.  a highly offensive term for something that is unpleasant, of no value, or of inferior quality (taboo) 
5.  a highly offensive term for useless or unnecessary things (taboo) 
6.  a highly offensive term for nonsense or lies (taboo) 
7.  a highly offensive term for difficulty or trouble (taboo) 
8.  a highly offensive term for criticism perceived as unhelpful or mean-spirited (taboo) 
9.  a highly offensive term for illegal drugs, especially cannabis (taboo)

Again, with the bodily waste! Is it simply too disgusting to eat drink and live? This is natural, just like sex. And I'm pulling "piss" into this too.  To shit and piss are perfectly natural and we have to do these things to live.

Whore/BItch are the only two forbidden words I really do have problems with. They are derogatory towards women in particular and I do not want to be called either of them. Yes, bitch is an angry woman, but she has a reason to be angry when called this. A whore is a woman who is sexually active and does engage in sexual relations often. Again, what is so wrong with sex?!?! I also have problems with bastard and nigger. They are derogatory to people who are rape victims' children and black people. And may I remind you before I leave you that rape is a crime of hate, not only of sex. I am also not promoting rape. 

Now, Congress has said that you may use fuck, shit, piss, and ass in normal conversation, and yet the proper lyrics to "Glamorous" by Fergie are: "If you ain't got no money, take your broke ass home" and I cannot hear them on the radio. The proper line in "Ferris Bueler's Day Off" is "Pardon my French, but Cameron is so tight that if you stuck a lump of coal up his ass, in two weeks you'd have a diamond" but if I watch it on Vh1, the network changes the word 'ass' to 'fist'. It makes sense, but shouldn't we respect John Hughes's original lines? Shouldn't we respect Fergie's original lyrics? Congress says that they can say ass, but radio stations and Vh1say they can't. Doesn't it seem cruel?

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The Rainbow-Colored Girl! [25 Jul 2007|06:35pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

My tan's all patchy. Looks horribible. My shoulders are their normal pale color, my shirt seam-lines are dull brown, a good half of my arms and legs look tanned, and so does my face, but my torso is white. Gareth has nicknamed me the rainbow-girl and is assuring me right now that I look better than NJ (My friend Nick. Yolanda has nicknamed him NJ because he likes Spider-Man and his entire name is Nicholas Jean William Maguire Hamilton. I do not lie) who's looking rather like a rotten tomato again, after coming back from Texas and running around on his job; which I'm still not sure of what it is.

I'm in such a slump. I had to work an extra half-hour today, then I came home, did chores and practiced my little fingers off memorizing my music for band camp. I'm sooooo tired. 

List of things to do:

1. Kill Scott for convincing my boss to make stay longer. 
2. Make fun of Nick for having such a long name. 
3. Memorize music (which isn't so bad, as it's all from West Side Story)
4. SLEEP!!
5. Buy fan and snacks for band camp.

I believe that's all. Good bye.

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It's The End of My World as I Know It [21 Jul 2007|06:49am]
[ mood | calm ]

I just finished IT less than twenty minutes aog. You know what I'm talking about. The Deathly Hallows. At first, tit was crazy, I had no idea what was going on. Then it made sense. Parts were incredibly hilarious (By Merlin's baggy Y front!) and some made my throat go dry. It was everything I hoped for and dreamed of. The perfect book. So many theories, thought to be crackpots, came true. SO much culture, just, I can't even put into words. I have not slept since nine o clock, Friday, September 20th, I had I feel...exhilarated. I'm running on pure adrenaline.

*rattling sigh of longing*


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OMG [20 Jul 2007|09:41am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

This is my last day not knowing what is to come in the Harry Potter series. This is it. I don't know whether to be horrified or ecstatic.

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Oy Vey [18 Jul 2007|03:35pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Everyone at work today suffocated me! This guy snapped at me and I wa forced to defend my self: "Sammy, it's okay, I don't need any cookies!" "Tom, it's alright, I don't need a hug!" "Zach, stop staring at me!" 

Saw Logan. Hung around with his sister, and talked about Harry Potter. 

Speaking of Harry Potter, I had a dream about Deathly Hallows. There was a big riff about Fleur's "magical" hair, rainbow stuff with Ginny and Harry, and I remember at the end, it seemed as I had been reading the book and it said: Ron had taken to calling Hermione "Hermionewobbles" which usually ended up coming out as "naturewobbles" or "Hermione Weasley". How strange my subconcious is.



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[16 Jul 2007|10:18pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Hello, all you happy people! I've got all my plans set out for the release of Deathly Hallows, do you? You'd better. As of the moment, I'm grounded from the computer, but no one is in our computer room, so I'm sneaking on.

I have decided that this other guy I work with is cute. His name is Zach Brown, and he has freckles and RED HAIR! Well, more like creamy orange, but it still counts as red, right? I think I annoy him a lot though, but he often just says my name for no reason, which I find wierd. It's very strange. And it would be creepy if we started dating....that is if he likes me...he certainly acts like it...but yes. 

I'm in a very dancy mood right now. Earlier, Hugh and I were dancing to some of my mum's Celtic folksy music, and Aeron walked in and he was like, "WTF? My siblings are f****** nuts!" And then he joined us. It was very wierd.

But this afternoon, I was riding my bike just to blow off some steam and I saw this guy Cory from school, so we rode around annoying our old teachers, and then I brought him to my house so he could have some water because it was really hot, so I let him in and my mum was like "OOOH! A BOY! *SQUEE*" my dad was like "Huuuuuh" and my brothers were like, "Grrr" and I had to give him a tour of the house and all this stuff, so yeah...it was very awkward. 

Yes, that about sums up my day. Band camp in two weeks, booo! Drunk band teachers are not cool!



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Oh Well... [14 Jul 2007|07:21pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Alrighty then, I have posted "After We Fought" on fanfiction.net, so if you want to continue reading it, then you should go there. Good luck with that. 

I have recently gone on an organizing rampage. It hasn't been pretty. My family's all, like, WHOA! What happened to Aza! Have you even seen the carpet in her room? I didn't know it was tan, I thought it was paper!

Band camp in two weeks...I have yet to memorize my music, though I have learnt it at least. That's better than it could be.

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